Yesterday play badmintonn wif is , kecyk and aky .

Very tiring . Cos i just recover from my high temp .

Aky maen , shoot bawah jerh seyh ! Maen ngn is plak , mcm boring gytu .

Shoot tmpt laen . Baaahhhh !

Well , when me and kecyk go shop buy bottle , kecyk ask me about adeq angkat .

I say , semua yg terangkat cant be trusted . Out of sudden she tok about arab .

She say she kinda miss arab . Darh lamerh tk lepak ngn arab . Miss his irratated .

I just smile and say he kinda of bastard guy . She ask me why , and i do told her everything .

Guess what she reply ?? Bastard perh arab .

Well what to do , guys is always a guys .

No one can change that .

Afta that continue play badminton , then we stop for a smoke break .

We tok about marriage , what age we wanna get married , what we wanna do during our first nite ..

Bla bla bla ,..

Im the most irratated person down there ..

Aderh part yg aku nk berbual , dorg berbual laen . Then i shout , baek perh korg ! Kasi larh aku kesempatan nk berbual . Korg semua aderh matae , boleh berbual ngn matae kau , aku tkderh perh .

Bahhhh ! They let me tok all the way . Boleh nampak dorg layankan jerh seyh .

I started to tok about the past , airmata macam nk rooll down jerh .

Tahan GGGGEEE !

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Actually afta playing badminton wanna lepak smpai malam .

Then tk jadi cos my high temp datang alek . Aperh tk , maen badminton sambil smoke gudang garam underground nye . Sempot siot .

We just when back home , kecyk dapat cukai badminton beg orang laen nye .

Then i say to her , kalau mak tanye ckp that is a gift .

Hahah . I laugh like hell sia .

Suke sia irin .

Bahhhh !

When i reach home , i started to cough .

Cough like hell siot , perot pun naek cramp .

When i bathing , i cough blood came out . Dah 3 days mcm gini . Dont knw why . Wanna go doctor got no one company me .

Nvm maybe its just a comman matter .

My pening pun naek sakit , mkn panadol pun tk jalan .

Mcm nk mati gytu .

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Just now morning , aidil text me up he say he going back to indonesia cos nenek dier saket atau saperh ntah yg sakit .

And he say that he gonna miss me , aku layankan jerh .

But he knows aku layankan dier . He love me but duuh ! Aku tkderh perasaan lansung pun .

His good towards me but sometimes kinda irratating .

When each time wi tok otp , when its time to end the conversation he always ask me to kiss thru the hp , i always say nope ! No matter fren or what , my kiss only for my boyfie larh siot !

Now he already taking his flight back there .

Takecare when you are there .

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I got a fren name ahmad , i got to know him from danish . Ahmad he sit on the wheelchair .

Tapi aku tk tau larh kan kalau btl atau tk . He always msg me and call me non stop . I do feel irratating .

But when he told me why he became like this , i do have a pity on him .

Tapi ntah larh , i just cant accept him . Not becos he sit on the wheelchair , im not ready to be in love .

Letak laki hensem depan mate aku pun , aku darh tkkan pandang nye .

Pandang as fren jerh . I got alot of guys fren yg setia dlm friendship tapi bilerh nk carik matae , si asshole tu yg tk setia .

Im just scared to be hurt again . I dont wanna waste my tears crying for a wrong guy again and again .

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Wanna knw something ?
I contact back wif my ex yg 4 years yg kaki pukul aku dulu mcm siak !

Well tomorrow he fetch me back afta skewl . Aderh sikit seran jugak cos last i meet him when last year during puase at bazaar . Kiter jumperh jerh gadoh .

Hope besok tk gaduh .

Yesterday msg2 ngn dier smpai aku tertdo . He wanna otp , but im scared to hear his voice up .

Jumperh boleh , otp no way !

He wanna treat me makan , okay go .

Check2 , aku ngn dier patch alek ehk ? Haha .. wont happen larh . Aderh jerh lagy satu mate bump !

Cnt wait to see him . My 4 years ex boyfie . Kau perangai depan orang , aku angkat kaki terus alek !

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Aky semua darh otw turun amk . They call me up ask me bilerh nk siap . I say later . Aku penat larh nk turun amk , jauh seyh . Ngn demam ny , kt luar nanti kene panas lagy .

Aku darh larh batok mcm nk mampus .

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Till here , salam cium and hug hug !!!