See this pic above ? Ni larh arwah pakcik irin yg hensem .

He passed away last year on the 20 may 2010 .

Permergian dier amat terkejot . I was not to close wif him but i still keep the posh that he gave it to me when i was small .

Walaupun darh buruk , but that thing i keep it as memories .

Kalau selalu nak pergi rumah dier , mesti tanye whether he is at home atau tk .Kalau aderh irin tk datang .

Cos arwah pakcik irin orang dier pemalu and tk banyak berbual . When the day he passed away , i cried seeing his pic . Sampai ke saat ni , police pun tk tahu aperh sebab kematian dier . Police cakap , they never see like this accident before . Kalau walk pass woodlands block 700 plus , theres a tree yg aderh bekas kunci arwah yg patah . I always go down there and see when i slept over my aunt palce . Bilerh hari doa arwah , arwah larh orang yg pertama irin bacakan yasin . Entah kenapa .

I feel regret bilerh tk rapat dengan arwah dulu . Arwah suka karaoke , same like me (:

He like to use beans at his hands . Kalau irin rindu dier , irin akan pakai beans .

I just miss him . I can recall that , the day after he gone , i dream about him .

Dalam mimpi turh , he called me up and he say , Ni uncle shah . Mira buat aperh ?

I say , uncle shah kan dah mati ? He reply , memang uncle shah tahu uncle shah darh mati . Tak salah kan kalau uncle shah nk col mira ? From there , all the way he laugh .

Irin terus bangun from that dream and terus sedekah kan doa untuk arawah pakcik irin .

I told my mum , my sis , aunty cak this and they say seram perh mimpi mira ? Mungkin arwah rindukan mira .

Last two year during hari raya , arwah cakap , mira lawa larh seyh . Macam ni larh anak sedare uncle shah .

Haiz . Tis coming may will be his 1 year death annii ;(

I will come :(

Hope you rest in peace . 

Yesterday play badmintonn wif is , kecyk and aky .

Very tiring . Cos i just recover from my high temp .

Aky maen , shoot bawah jerh seyh ! Maen ngn is plak , mcm boring gytu .

Shoot tmpt laen . Baaahhhh !

Well , when me and kecyk go shop buy bottle , kecyk ask me about adeq angkat .

I say , semua yg terangkat cant be trusted . Out of sudden she tok about arab .

She say she kinda miss arab . Darh lamerh tk lepak ngn arab . Miss his irratated .

I just smile and say he kinda of bastard guy . She ask me why , and i do told her everything .

Guess what she reply ?? Bastard perh arab .

Well what to do , guys is always a guys .

No one can change that .

Afta that continue play badminton , then we stop for a smoke break .

We tok about marriage , what age we wanna get married , what we wanna do during our first nite ..

Bla bla bla ,..

Im the most irratated person down there ..

Aderh part yg aku nk berbual , dorg berbual laen . Then i shout , baek perh korg ! Kasi larh aku kesempatan nk berbual . Korg semua aderh matae , boleh berbual ngn matae kau , aku tkderh perh .

Bahhhh ! They let me tok all the way . Boleh nampak dorg layankan jerh seyh .

I started to tok about the past , airmata macam nk rooll down jerh .

Tahan GGGGEEE !

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Actually afta playing badminton wanna lepak smpai malam .

Then tk jadi cos my high temp datang alek . Aperh tk , maen badminton sambil smoke gudang garam underground nye . Sempot siot .

We just when back home , kecyk dapat cukai badminton beg orang laen nye .

Then i say to her , kalau mak tanye ckp that is a gift .

Hahah . I laugh like hell sia .

Suke sia irin .

Bahhhh !

When i reach home , i started to cough .

Cough like hell siot , perot pun naek cramp .

When i bathing , i cough blood came out . Dah 3 days mcm gini . Dont knw why . Wanna go doctor got no one company me .

Nvm maybe its just a comman matter .

My pening pun naek sakit , mkn panadol pun tk jalan .

Mcm nk mati gytu .

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Just now morning , aidil text me up he say he going back to indonesia cos nenek dier saket atau saperh ntah yg sakit .

And he say that he gonna miss me , aku layankan jerh .

But he knows aku layankan dier . He love me but duuh ! Aku tkderh perasaan lansung pun .

His good towards me but sometimes kinda irratating .

When each time wi tok otp , when its time to end the conversation he always ask me to kiss thru the hp , i always say nope ! No matter fren or what , my kiss only for my boyfie larh siot !

Now he already taking his flight back there .

Takecare when you are there .

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I got a fren name ahmad , i got to know him from danish . Ahmad he sit on the wheelchair .

Tapi aku tk tau larh kan kalau btl atau tk . He always msg me and call me non stop . I do feel irratating .

But when he told me why he became like this , i do have a pity on him .

Tapi ntah larh , i just cant accept him . Not becos he sit on the wheelchair , im not ready to be in love .

Letak laki hensem depan mate aku pun , aku darh tkkan pandang nye .

Pandang as fren jerh . I got alot of guys fren yg setia dlm friendship tapi bilerh nk carik matae , si asshole tu yg tk setia .

Im just scared to be hurt again . I dont wanna waste my tears crying for a wrong guy again and again .

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Wanna knw something ?
I contact back wif my ex yg 4 years yg kaki pukul aku dulu mcm siak !

Well tomorrow he fetch me back afta skewl . Aderh sikit seran jugak cos last i meet him when last year during puase at bazaar . Kiter jumperh jerh gadoh .

Hope besok tk gaduh .

Yesterday msg2 ngn dier smpai aku tertdo . He wanna otp , but im scared to hear his voice up .

Jumperh boleh , otp no way !

He wanna treat me makan , okay go .

Check2 , aku ngn dier patch alek ehk ? Haha .. wont happen larh . Aderh jerh lagy satu mate bump !

Cnt wait to see him . My 4 years ex boyfie . Kau perangai depan orang , aku angkat kaki terus alek !

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Aky semua darh otw turun amk . They call me up ask me bilerh nk siap . I say later . Aku penat larh nk turun amk , jauh seyh . Ngn demam ny , kt luar nanti kene panas lagy .

Aku darh larh batok mcm nk mampus .

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Till here , salam cium and hug hug !!!



Im feeling hot in here so take off all ur clothes !(:

Just reach home frm sch and meeting fren. Today kinda bored but what to do,im running down wif a high fever.

ARGH! Damn it! I hate falling sick. Wanna do anything also got no mood.

Till now havent eat panadol yet.

Tomorrow fren ask for outz,i say depend if my head really damn pain i cant.

BORED BORED BORED!

Go sch also just now its just wasting my time sia. Finish sch at 9.

Like wtf! Then no plan,hello2 fren at last sit down and chit chat for a while.

No topic to tok,he open topic abt love. BRRR!

See! Everything and anything is love sia.

Nvm,sooner i will get a someone important for my life sooner..

Wanna knw who?

Go ahead and guess larh!

What i knw this guy wont hurt me(:

Btw i missssssssssssssss my lepak kakis fren!

Manje,ayu,nana,sheila,shakirin and many more.

I dont usually laugh like how they make me laugh siot.

Really miss them alot. Manerh larh korang gy? Korg tk miss aku perh siot?

Hope we bump into each other soon kayh chickes!(:

wanna go sleep!

muacks!

I wanna share something out. Let me name this gerl as a Pooh? Can i?

Okay here it goes..

Every sat and sun me and my sis when to mosque for a religion class.

Last week went i when on sun. Actually penat,but force myself too.. Dah lamerh tk gy kan ..

Sunday,uztazah baru yg ajar.

When me and my sis enter the class,dorg semua tengah solat. Not all larh,some jerh.

Then we realize got 3 gerls and the rest boys. But one of the gerl pakai laen.

Then my sis say,"Aku rase turh uztazah baru".

Then i say "Cant be larh,tkkan uztazah pendek seyh".

Sssssssaaaaaaaaaaaapppppppppppppppp!

Check2 betul larh siot.

Well guess what topic she thought us?

About kepercayaan(:

Then theres one part she said about penhianan:(

My mind was thinking about what i done to POOH.

Put it as an example,let say i lost my hp and i really pray hard to god that i could find my hp back.

The person who pray,allah akan kabulkan doa dier. Maka disitu larh beliau akan tahu atau allah akan tunjukkan saperh yg mencuri atau aperh2pun.

What i done to POOH?

Well i cant say it out here cos this is between me and POOH.

Not saying that im scared to admit up my mistakes,but nah i dont want to repeat the past again and again.

Well trust means alot in everyones journey life.

To the gerl name pooh:

Sowie is what i could say my fren(:

Friendship is gone like that , when there have no trust ;(

Today kinda bored and a little bit fuck up wif one of this guy (Naz). Macam free flow gytu dier panggil aku musibat.

Here the story yesterday midnite was all the way chatting at msn at facebook. This guy asking for exchange num,so yeah i did exchange num wif him.

He added me at msn at i didnt entertain him that much. Not saying i got tooo many guys to entertain larh,but aku busy buat benda laen sak! Kau nk aku layan kau,aku bkn matae kau siot.

Bla bla bla....

He called me up

"You tengah buat aperh?"

Irin

"Edit blog,msn,facebook"."Why?"

He say:

"Banyak jantan perh you kenal?"

Irin say:

"Up to me ar siot."

I hang up the hp. He called me up again,i didnt ans..

Just now break time,i was eating and he called me up again. Aku tinggikan suare cos cantten ramai orang. He say asl mau pekik? Aku ckp,paperh col then i hang up.

Few more mins he msg me:

"Eh musibat,kalau kau dah aderh matae cakap terus terang jerh. Jadi aku tk kacau kau perh hidup lagy".

I reply him back:

"Kau pikir kau sapa sia mau cakap ny mcm ngn aku". "Kalau jantan,brani col ar".

He col me when im inside the class but he didnt voice up.

Last msg that he say,he wanna rolling my num.

SUMPAH! Aku binget. Nylarh manusia.perangai2..

Cute rite this baby pic? Wif the long hair. Awww...

I want babies!(:

Its been a while didnt update blog. Macam nak mampus gytu. Theres alot of stroies that i wanna share,but too tired to type out everything here.

Til now havent sleep,all the way msn. Chatting here and there.

Sch eveything so far so good. I think so larh. Mr chng? Gonecase i think. Always come to his lesson late.

Photo taking yesterday larh siot,2 years in ite. At last,im gonna say goodbye to that sch.

Already apply for poly. Hopefuly this final year exam i can make it.

Wanna know what i ate yesterday?

Durian pancake and tulang merah. SSSSSSAAAAAPPPPP!

Power man!(:

Kla wanna take a nap(: